I have never really liked change.
I like a plan. With details. Preferably several days or months ahead of time.
I had a plan. It included a leisurely work schedule, time to get my house in order, 2 entire days and 2 other entire afternoons each week to get things done.
This plan has changed.
Things happen.
We readjust.
I will form a new plan. It will include things like working at least part of every day, making lesson plans, grading, covering a maternity leave, working full time for at least six weeks, and a bit less free time.
OK, a lot less free time.
Don't get me wrong. I was not held at gunpoint and forced to make this new plan.
I got to choose. And I chose it.
So I'm honestly not complaining, I'm readjusting.
There are many things I like about the new plan.
And a couple of things I don't.
Apparently it's time for me to grow again, and I'm OK with that.
I just hope it doesn't hurt too much.
2 comments:
I miss chatting with you. Selfish me but good for you!
Oh, I feel so out of touch with you!! We need to get together again very soon!
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